However, there is a little more intriguing notes in the guys department.
About two weeks ago, I met a guy on a trip. It was just a trip with my friends to blow off steam from the stress of midterms and school. And we had gotten a pretty sweet deal online. We had actually met a couple weeks earlier, during a Halloween party, but we never really talked.
Even on this trip, we didn't say much to each other. One my friends told me he thought I was cute. was flattered, but the guy had so much other drama going on that I thought it was pointless. He had just broken up with his ex a week ago, and was on the rebound with another girl. I thought he was cute, but I didn't think much of the idea of liking him.
After the trip, we started texting randomly, and he asked me out. I thought it was a friendly invite, even though it was to the mountains and for ice skating. On the second night after the trip. We talked for 3 hours. =) And we finally admitted to each other that we did in fact like each other.
But then, we started talking on the phone a little too much. And I made it clear I was trying to take it slow, cause it was my first relationship. Hell, it was the first time a guy I liked, liked me back. And it still is.
But our first date was amazing. Chill, romantic, honest, fun and even comfortable. At first we couldn't look at each other for more than 5 seconds without laughing. And eventually, he was comfortable enough to do for longer. But I was still giggling. He makes me get sooo many butterflies. I've never felt like this.
After dinner, he was getting me a cab. And while we were waiting, he held my hand. Every time his thumb caressed the back of my palm, I got more butterflies. He said, and I quote, that "[it] felt so right."
Now I know I should still keep my guard up, I mean, he has had a lot of drama lately. But I love the way he makes me feel. And, I should enjoy this feeling while I can, shouldn't I?
I think I'm overloading your brain again. But I'll sign off on the following note.
Girls, if you've ever felt that guys don't notice you. That they only see you what you look like and not who you are on the inside. Be patient. I was you before this. And I can tell you with certainty, it's worth the wait. It's the best feeling the world to know that someone likes your annoying quirks, your personality and most of all respects you. And it's rare and hard to find. But once you find it, you realize that all the waiting, the jerks, the crying, was totally and completely worth it. =)
Peace out amigos!
